WALDORF IT IS THEN

"A man peers into the darkness of the world and seeks to destroy it, but ends up destroying himself because the darkness was that of his own soul."

"A man peers into the darkness of the world and seeks to destroy it, but ends up destroying himself because the darkness was that of his own soul."  -- Requiem of Mist and Dust 

Self-Deprecating Versus Self-Defecating

Self-Defecating
Bullshitting about self. Antonym to self-deprecation.
Self-Deprecating
modest about or critical of oneself, especially humorously so.

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Draw Back the Veil

What's behind the curtain of reality? The inner workings of reality. This ship's headed to find out. 

Calypso Music and The End of Times