"A man peers into the darkness of the world and seeks to destroy it, but ends up destroying himself because the darkness was that of his own soul."

"A man peers into the darkness of the world and seeks to destroy it, but ends up destroying himself because the darkness was that of his own soul."  -- Requiem of Mist and Dust 

Self-Deprecating Versus Self-Defecating

Self-Defecating
Bullshitting about self. Antonym to self-deprecation.
Self-Deprecating
modest about or critical of oneself, especially humorously so.

Whose Pulling Your Strings?

Draw Back the Veil

What's behind the curtain of reality? The inner workings of reality. This ship's headed to find out. 

Calypso Music and The End of Times

It's The Berenstein Bears People, Everybody knows that

Whatever you think you know, you really have no idea at all

"Yet the individual is handicapped by coming face to face with a conspiracy so monstrous he cannot believe it exists. "   -- J Edgar Hoover
"Yet the conspirator is deluded by a reality he does not have the ability to even comprehend and the consequence of his action so grand in scale it is beyond even God to know it's outcome."
--- Causality Eventuality of the Rotation of a Sun around the Illusion of Reality that no Corruption can ever Understand and therefore no Soul held to this life can ever Conquer or Destroy